About 3 things I was absolutely positive:
Naomi: I know what you are.
Emily: Say it…out loud. Say it!
Naomi: A lesbian.
Emily: Are you afraid?
Naomi: No.
About 3 things I was absolutely positive:
First, Emily was a lesbian.
Second, there was a part of her, and I didn’t know how dominant that part might be, that wanted to bed me.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with her.
| — | Neil Gaiman. (via pecurka) |
Being a good person is impossible. It’s a concept that was created to sell self help books. No human being could ever be called ‘good’ not really. Most people strive to be their best to do the right thing at all times and, I hate to break it to you, it’s impossible. We are animals, we always will strive to do whats good for ourselves nobody else. We will carry prejudice and judgment no matter what it’s in our nature and we can’t really help it. We choose how to better ourselves not the people around us.
It’s funny, I usually come up with this pretentious bullshit when I’m out and observing people or, actually a lot when I’m around her, and forget it by the time I get home. Forget to post this shit that no one reads. It’s all the feelings that come in those moments and I churn out ridiculous sayings to only myself. I’m my own audience I never say whats really up or express feelings of any kind. When I do horrible things happen so I keep it locked up and only leak it out on tumblr. To vast hordes of fandoms who won’t even read this.
The ‘good’ man is a lie and I’ve known for a while now it’s only now I remember to jot it down.




